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The Origin of Our Existence
And the Balance of Separation and Wholeness
Can the existent be aware of its primal essence?
As conscious existents, we have become used to an environment that occurs as being made up of different materials. From the observable point of view, there appear to be different elements of make up for all things existent.
From this point of view, it has become accepted to look for the basic building blocks of physical existence as if these building blocks would be distinguishable to the existent. However, this point of view may have been overlooked.
The mode of awareness of the existent seems to be the evaluation of observable phenomenon. Observable phenomena occur as observable when, and only when, the phenomena are distinct from the environment in which they occur. Phenomena are only phenomenon when they are not the background against which they occur.
Therefore, it seems reasonable that distinguishing what we are of can only be accomplished by distinguishing what we are not of. Our essence only occurs as essence in the occurrence of the absence of this essence (as when something, which is not nothing, occurs within nothing). Essence will not show up in essence. Only non-essence can be observed in essence.
We thus, will never be able to observe, nor describe, our primal essence.
The all pervasive, that shows up only in its observable absence, is the Nothing. It is what we have always related to as the void or emptiness that only shows up by its discernable absence. Only when something or some object interrupts or occurs within this void can we actually experience the nothing. Everything must therefore, be made up of the primal essence of nothing, the one 'thing' that disappears into the background as background. Everything that occurs as something, occurs as something against a background of nothing. Nothing is so abundant and so pervasive we lose sight of the fact that we deal with nothing more often than we deal with something. This abundant essence occurs as the vast emptiness between 'real' things.
Is it possible that what we relate to as awareness, or consciousness, is also this same primal essence, and that it stands to reason that consciousness or awareness is only distinguishable in the occurring of its absence? Consciousness cannot observe nor comprehend itself for it does not distinguish itself as other. Our experience as existents is only experienced in the observation of separation from nothing, as other. In the experience of same, there is no experience. Separation gives the experience of something and the observing of that which occurs as distinct from selfsame.
Everything that consciously occurs to us, occurs as not self, not consciousness. I cannot share the point of view in consciousness of other and still be aware of other.
I therefore celebrate the difference, the distinction, the diversity of individual point of view as an enabling tool for my own conscious existence. Separation and Nothing are the Source of my being existent.
What practical value can be drawn from this existential proposition? This is no mere intellectual exercise in philosophical meandering. This is an exercise in context creation in support of creating the context called The Great Big Idea. It is in its application to our relationship with our context for other that it finds its value. This is in two ways.
First, we could say that our existence as individual is sourced in nothing. There is no inherent advantage for my being me over my being any other point of view in existence. I am not superior, nor inferior, to anyone other or any other thing. All are of equal value in the experience of life.
Second, experience of separation is valuable in that it allows for experience as individual. It is not wrong to experience separation as compared to experiencing wholeness. Our experience of individual is not an illusion. Experience as individual seems to require the experience of separation. Experience of separation is the source of other, the source of experience of experience.
When I have my experience as separate individual tempered by the context of being whole, I can avoid the experience of being 'unwhole', lacking, imperfect. I can actually experience the experience of life, coming from being perfect, whole and without lack, completely sufficient. I can be fully up to the challenges of physical life, responsible for an experience that is uniquely mine. I can avoid the occurrence of feeling needy to complete my unwholeness, or fill my lack. I can come at life with all the tools I have being all the tools I need in the moment. I can experience each moment, being present, being alive and ready for all that life throws back as experience. I have all the most basic tools I need for creating the life of my dreams.
As with all The Great Big Idea propositions, this is not an assertion of 'Truth'. Nor is this an outline for a structured belief. Yet I have found that a wise balance of wholeness and separation seems to provide fertile ground for the growth in the area of enlightenment.
SR
©Steve Roberts 2005
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